September 2012
6 posts
Easiest money I've ever made
Good news everyone! I actually tried the Online Business System a few people were talking about last week ( article: http://bit.ly/QsHslp ) and I made $750 in 2 days. They overnighted this check yesterday aka I could afford an iPhone 5 today, and I’m cashing it first thing in the morning. which isn’t anything to brag about, but my check next week will be for $2k or more. So they...
STOP SCROLLING AND GET PAID
Good news everyone! I actually tried the Online Business System a few people were talking about last week ( article: http://bit.ly/Sg1vIq ) and I made $750 in 2 days. They overnighted this check yesterday aka I could afford an iPhone 5 today, and I’m cashing it first thing in the morning. which isn’t anything to brag about, but my check next week will be for $2k or more. So they...
STOP SCROLLING AND GET PAID
Good news everyone! I actually tried the Online Business System a few people were talking about last week ( article: http://bit.ly/Sg1Evu ) and I made $750 in 2 days. They overnighted this check yesterday aka I could afford an iPhone 5 today, and I’m cashing it first thing in the morning. which isn’t anything to brag about, but my check next week will be for $2k or more. So they...
Easiest money I've ever made
Good news everyone! I actually tried the Online Business System a few people were talking about last week ( article: http://bit.ly/Sg1Haq ) and I made $750 in 2 days. They overnighted this check yesterday aka I could afford an iPhone 5 today, and I’m cashing it first thing in the morning. which isn’t anything to brag about, but my check next week will be for $2k or more. So they...
STOP SCROLLING AND GET PAID
Good news everyone! I actually tried the Online Business System a few people were talking about last week ( article: http://bit.ly/Sg1BzB ) and I made $750 in 2 days. They overnighted this check yesterday aka I could afford an iPhone 5 today, and I’m cashing it first thing in the morning. which isn’t anything to brag about, but my check next week will be for $2k or more. So they...
STOP SCROLLING AND MAKE MONEY
[reblog - read this] Good news everyone! I actually tried the Online Business System a few people were talking about last week ( article: http://bit.ly/QsHvh1 ) and I made $750 in 2 days. They overnighted this check yesterday aka I could afford an iPhone 5 today, and I’m cashing it first thing in the morning. which isn’t anything to brag about, but my check next week will be for $2k...
December 2011
2 posts
I wouldn’t mind if I didn’t wake up in the morning..
Well fuck.
Alright, here’s the post that you want so bad. I told you I get nervous when I write “sappy” stuff… I get nervous from WRITING sappy stuff that sometimes you don’t even see. Seriously? I don’t even have to be with you in person and I get nervous, like the fuck. I know I’m shy and I do that with girls I like but it’s honestly never been this bad...
October 2011
4 posts
Cliche thoughts I don't usually say.
I want to make you smile, I want to spend time with you, I want to make you laugh, I want to kiss you, I want to take you out on dates, I want to just stay in and watch movies, I want to “spoon” with you, I want to buy you things, I want to tell you things most people wouldn’t expect me to say, I want to play around with you, I want hold you hand, I want to be the last thing on...
I'm an ass, I'm sarcastic, I'm a loser. My life is...
I know I can mess around and just goof off. But I don’t always want to be shown as that type of person. I can be serious, I can be sweet and loving, and caring. When I like you, I Like you. My life has been rough, so I tend to build up walls so high and thick. I was that one fat kid who got made fun of everyday, and not many people liked me let alone talk to me. No one wanted to actually take the...
It's not fair to either of us
So you might as well stop, because I don’t know how much longer I can keep acting like I’m “joking around” with you anymore.
I crave to talk to you
I crave to see you
I crave to touch you
I crave to be with you
I crave to kiss you
I crave so many things with you. I’m losing my mind trying to figure you out.
Please just tell me what’s going on, cause I plan on breaking at you party..
September 2011
1 post
It's funny, you know?
Cause you don’t want your heart broken.. no one does.
And here I sit watching mine fall apart.
Tonight I want to cry.
August 2011
20 posts
I haven't smiled this hard in a while.
I fucked up everything
Because I was being selfish..
That was the first time I’ve ever been that to you, and I can assure you it was the last. All day I’ve been thinking about it and the fact that you won’t talk to me makes me feel horrible. I’m sorry. Plan and simple.
I deserve the tears I shed.
I can't do this anymore. I can't keep pretending...
I want to walk outside in the lightning..
Everything if falling apart.
All I’ve wanted to do for the past 2 weeks is cry, smoke, and cut.
It’s killing me inside.
Everything is hurting.
I tired.. I have felt this way for so long you would think I’m used to it by now.. But I’m not. I never should have started smoking again, cause I turned to that as my escape like I always do
And now that I don’t have...
No matter how much I smile... I'm still not happy
There is one person who can tell when I’m faking my “smile”
And half the time, it’s by luck..
I'm so sick of giving people my all
Cause 99% of the time, they don’t fucking care. Or they care, but they don’t say anything.
I’m tired of finding shit out on facebook.
Like this would be a lot less painfull…. for both of us I’m sure, if you just straight up told me.
I don't know what to do with my self right now
I have no bud to numb myself..
I have the blade still….
I don’t want to feel this low anymore.
Do you care..
What if I promised?
Promise to try my hardest..
Promise to put a smile on your face everyday..
Promise to do everything for you..
Promise to make sure you’re happy, and if not do anything till you are..
Promise not to lie..
Promise not to start a fight..
Promise not to be like the others..
Promise not to hurt you..
Promise to love you..
I wont be perfect, but I promise I’ll try..
In a way, I shouldn't have smoked
I really just wanted to feel numb, and i felt fucking numb last night as soon as I hit that fucking grav! I was pissed at everyone at my house, and I was upset cause I all could think about was.. her.
I’m scared. I’m scared that you want/like her more then me. I don’t know man, I just don’t wanna try so hard just to be let down..
You tell me you’re not happy with...
I don't know what I need to do anymore
I don’t know how to get your attention, I don’t know how to make it anymore obvious that I just want to be with you.
Like, please give me some type of hint… cause I’m getting tires of guessing..
I just wanna fucking get high off my ass, and sleep.
I’m so over tonight.
I am convinced.
You don’t want me..
I'm never gonna be completely happy am I?
I think I’m doomed to be that friend..
Dear Food, I’m leaving you for Scars and Mary Jane… it’s much better this way I promise..
You’ll find someone, but I’m not that someone
You ever had one of those nights where you just...
This is one of those night, and usually when I have a night like this, all I wanna do is smoke, but I never have anything… But I do now, and I could easily do it.
But I can’t..
So instead I’ll cry..
It's not even that I'm jealous or anything cause...
I will never be jealous of her, she’s a shit person and I would never want to be anything even close to relevant to her.
I’m just pissed cause I’m tired of seeing people get hurt when they know they can do better… and have actually it waiting for them..
It’s not fair.
July 2011
15 posts
You never really realize how much you've centered...
Like I don’t think I’ve missed talking to someone as much as I do right now.
It sucks.
And now, the hunt to find something to smoke out...
The sad thing is.. I'm still gonna be there
Told you I'd have "sweet dreams"
Tonight, ugh! (:
I feel like I'm going to pass out or throw up......
Today's to-do list:
Prepare myself for disappointment
Do nothing
Get disappointed
Upset myself.
Sleep… Maybe.
I literally wish I would speed up time so it can...
Why?
Because I know I’ll be in a better mood when I see you.
God! I’m so creepy..
What ever.
Neither of you get it.
Fuck it.
I give up.
Sometimes, I wonder if it's worth it.
I wish I could go back and have it be Wednesday...
I liked seeing you again
You were in my dream last night..
I don't know what I'm doing with myself.
Last night my family saw me cry for the first time...
I have never felt so weak in my entire life.
I seriously just want to sit in my room and cry...
Sounds like a plan!
Yo, fuck you bitch. I'm not gonna fall back into...
You self absorbed bitch.
You said you were done, and I don’t fucking want you back.
June 2011
10 posts
No mom, I'm just not hungry..