Everything if falling apart.
All I’ve wanted to do for the past 2 weeks is cry, smoke, and cut.
It’s killing me inside.
Everything is hurting.
I tired.. I have felt this way for so long you would think I’m used to it by now.. But I’m not. I never should have started smoking again, cause I turned to that as my escape like I always do
And now that I don’t have any bud I’m forced to sit here and feel everything.
I’m tired of feeling, I’m tired of hurting.. I want to feel numb again, I want to get out of here..